Ugh! So all my life I've done what my parents have asked me to do for them. They wanted me to join the school band because I could get a Scholarship that way. So, I went along with it. I didn't particularly like band and even though I wanted to take it in High School It wasn't MY choice! It was there's! I'm in NJROTC now. I don't particularly like it, but me being me I joined it because my parents wanted me to. I don't like it! I hate it! I would quit but me being the push over that I am I stayed with it! So I've done everything that you've asked for me but when I ask to do this ONE FREAKING thing you say No? What the hell is that?

Just because I want to cosplay to the next anime convention? That's a bunch of bull! Just because I want to bind my breast because they're just a little bit to big and I need to flatten them? Just because I'm binding them doesn't mean they're going to fall off! Jezz! But you know what? I'm tired of having to do everything that YOU want me to do. It's my life and even though you mean the best for me, but I can't live like that. I cant live MY life by having YOU asking me to do things even though you THINK it might be good for me! Just because something is good for me doesn't mean I'm going to be happy doing it! From now on though, I'm not going to join that group because you want me to. I'm not going to be that religion because YOU want ME to. I'm not going to get that job because YOU want ME to. I'm not going to do anything just because YOU want something. There's a difference between needing and wanting, and right now all I NEED is to be able to live my own life.